I’m scared.

Of my upcoming colonoscopy. Not of the procedure, although I know prep isn't going to be pleasant, but of the possibility that I might have cancer.  A second cancer that is.  I've noticed a change in my bowel habits and tried to chock that up to my adjusting to a new hormone normal but there…

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Day Before Surgery: No Expectations.

Good Morning.  The day is finally here, time for my surgery. Just so you know it is scheduled for tomorrow, January 24 at noon, but I am counting the day-before prep as part of the whole experience.  Husband and I spent the weekend together, it was nice he didn't have overtime this week, went thrifting…

Let’s be friends 2017

Alright, 2017, let's try to get along, shall we?  I let myself vent a bit yesterday and while it didn't change anything or really make me feel a whole lot better I think I needed to.  Last year sucked and I don't plan to pretend it didn't. But this is a brand new year let's…

Surgery

Before my diagnosis of cancer the doctor suggested I get a hysterectomy because I was high risk for developing cancer, little did we know...  At first inclination I was all for it.  I have always found periods annoying, what woman doesn't, and I have never wanted children.  There was no logical reason for me to…